I am really into photography.
Pictures you see on my blog are all taken by myself.
I love Lewis Wickes Hine and Gilles Peress because they are humanist photographers and I hope to see myself doing that one day;and that is to to bring about a change in the world.
And I love traveling because it helps me broaden my views and my thoughts about everything, be it, animals, men, women, children, war, peace, religions, cultures, traditions and so on and so forth.
Today on the 16th of Feb, I realized that nothing can be for forever, forever is totally incorrect. We live, we love, we laugh, we give, and we leave. There are times when the wall comes crashing down even if you built it for some reason, it was meant to happen and it was meant to be seen for the disappointment to come crashing down.
It has been almost a year ago when I had my heart and soul broken into fine pieces. It sure did take a while to gather up bits and pieces of everything but it never shows a clear picture of what the outlook on love and life should/use to be.
I found a friend a while ago, and shared an experience of what every other human being is must to experience. The feelings were so familiar, the shattering soul, the stammering voice, and the dimming lights; no secrets were hidden. Here and there, little by little my voice began to clear and my heart became lighter. The pain of losing someone was finally eradicated from my life, I don’t know how that happened but I was proud of myself. I never opened my heart to this friend, instead built a wall so that later on none of us got hurt. The wound I saw in this friend was so fresh, I wanted to be there to share the pain.
When I love and like, I give my all for I might be too frank to the animals, friends or families.The word ‘I love you’ and ‘I like you’ flows out of my mouth like any other words, may be this is the reason my friend had to step back so we don’t get hurt. I meant no harm but to be friends like we were and still be nice to each other. What is the use if we are in a closed door and act like we are under million stars sharing a blanket in the cold winter night and leave our moments and memories before the morning dawn?
So, today I realized nothing can be forever my friend. It’s time to let go of what was never mine cus I never realized what I was chasing wasn’t even running.
May be one day, may be, I will come across a shooting stars and a wild wind to run with.
P:S i need to edit, it is one go writing lols im in a hurry. BRB